| he left us all behind.... |
[Jun. 1st, 2006|03:48 pm] |
meh, im bored. im about to shower. i guess jesse messenger is confused on why i dont like him. i dunno, cuz hes a tool maybe? a poser? a dumb little shit who thinks he knows a thing or two about music? pffft. whatever. he sucks. plain and simple. i love shar. i had fun this past weekend. hanging outta moving cars. screaming at my girlfriend and her firends and the car next to us. going to the border of VA and NC. seeing some familiar faces. meeting new ones. doing an ass load of yard work. it was gnarly as fuck. im gonna be at shars some day this weekend. tehn her adn i are gonna be here. thursday kirk adn i are getting our roger miret and the disasters tickets. monday is the show. its gonna eb a good time. real good time. thats it. i love you all. |
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| GILDED CUNT |
[May. 26th, 2006|06:48 pm] |
UGH... man i dont even know. ever since last night ive been fucking tired as hell and just not in the mood for anything. i feel like im going crazy, maybe? i dont know. i wish i could see shar everyday. god hates me though. AFI say he calls in sick on certain days, i say he quit his job. im turning into a paranoid piece of shit again. i am constantly thinking about how someones gonna fuck me over. i dont knwo who, but its gonna happen. it always does and its been too long since i have been so its gonna be soon. i dunno... i hate it when people tlka about how much the hate people who do drugs adn want nothing to do with them but then they wanna hang out with them? i dont fucking get it. i dont get people 75% of the time. i never fucking will. its pointless to try and wrap my head around all of it. i give up at even trying to express how i feel cuz everyones jsut going to think im a crazy piece fo shit. |
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| "TELL HIM ILL KICK HIS ASS!" |
[May. 25th, 2006|03:21 pm] |
LAST NIGHT WAS AWESOME
FASSW came to town. got to hang out with my boys. dead to fall played. amazing. ed gein played. again, amazing. suicide silence played. again i saw dammit, amazing. liegia or how ever you spell it...meh. and i missed the bastille.
i finally got my dudecore hoodie. i just had an all around amazing time. screming into the mic with will. punching dereks guitar. pounding joe on stage. it was just. its good to see good people that ive known since i was a little kid get what their getting. theyre amazing dudes and they deserve all that is good.
now im sore as fuck from getting jumped on by derek. getting hit by his guitar. and head butting will.
oh well. if theyre home when i am, bro down. im supposed to call joe. so yea.....
thats it.
ps. i bought shar a ticket to see AJ & ALLY!!!!! im an awesome boyfriend. |
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| i cant breath.... |
[May. 23rd, 2006|11:33 am] |
yesterday was nice. good time with good people. today im doing nothing. i feel like shit. my lungs hurt. i dont know why. new AFI is amazing. im so fucking excited for the new cd. i want to jsut rid the world of people with a lower IQ or the ones who have no common sense. id like to do alot of things that are illegal but i dunno. i cant or else id go to jail or something. gay. i love what ive got. my friends, my family, jsut everything. i need to start making music. im going fucking insane. |
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| am i your anything? |
[May. 20th, 2006|03:10 pm] |
i dont like people. flat out. my patience and tolerance for people is wearing very fucking thin. i hate the everything now. im the most pissed off person i know. im always mad at something and in my eyes its right to be mad. and i have every right to be. fuck everyone. |
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